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Friday, October 24, 2003

成個reading week 除o左 take o左個 midterm 之外都無 mud 做過assignment...真係想死(呢個想死唔係真係想死,係'你緊係想死頂喇'果種想死)...星期一要交problem based exercise?管他的...太懶喇我真係...

一件原定會有ge事泡湯,實在令我十分沮喪...我等o左呢日o甘耐...又要再等...@.@

我對於assignment已經麻目...無原動力去做,甚至deadline逼近都無感覺...弊﹗﹗﹗

趁今日有少少時間以及閒情逸致,翻譯少少 past issues sin...

先旨聲明由於書面/口語夾雜...及中英also...原意可能有d歪曲...自己揣摩一下la

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

遲o下有時間o既,我會將之前o既entry"翻譯"以求更加傳神

大家期待o下啦

今晚趁仲未死得...講下近況

其中一樣可以睇到,就係練緊速成...

呢期做o左一個 o day 同埋上o左學壇,射擊陷入低潮...swedish 學得半桶水...人生無o黎目標...

極之期待下星期一...

這裡幾乎被遺忘了...

Reading week 忙得要死...星期三mid term然後一至五要交成打功課...

Thursday, October 09, 2003

I've grabbed the new issue of "Undergrad"...really pro-pro-pro-pro-pro-pro-pro-pro-fessional!I like it so much, if I can be one of the writers, so good le...

Simon, you should 'recommend' me to Metro la

In October everybody goes to Hollywood...oh, sorry, it should be everybody talking about "Sheung Jong", "king Jong", "Exco",......

I already got HKTSF la,inside U...those jong too 'harsh' la...

In this U, seems do anything has a set of 'code of conduct', you are always told you need to be this and you need to be that. IF you don't follow, they would label you as 'tat pei' or 'not serious', JONG is an eg, Hall is another eg.

Seems doing all these things are a 'concept' more than a real thing, what're they all about le?

Seems I should devote myself to GenEd and those activites like ILOP/Worldwide/etc more...or just go back to the shooting range, it's still 5 years to go by 2008..."Youth Team" is still a possibility.

GenEd...simply COOL!

I attend two, and "talking with CEO", former one was just superb, with no 'knowledge', no 'technology', Greek intellectual activity was just too good to be believed.Or maybe no preexist knowledge means no boundary? mmm...

Talking with CEO is another 'good'---you can never follow a 'successful guy' completely, but easily you can FEEL his 'capabilities', his confidence, and most importantly, his MENTALITY.

GenEd...the more, the better.

Well, if in U there is a degree "GenEd", I must join it la.(and it has NO assignment bor)

OK...I must admit that my attitude towards hall was too biased on last entry...since I was really angry on that day...
but it really can't convince me for what is commitment,what is so-called culture,what is sense of belonging,if those guys simply said 'you live jor then you'll know ga la' like what Glaucon said to Socrates(Plato?!), I want a 'full justification'.

Anyway...hall maybe a good topic to discuss about in Sociology.haha.

Now I only hope that those frds who live in hall, would you mind allocating some time for your poor and mo-liu frd here? Thanks for your cooperation...(particalur for THAT person, hall demands for your time too much la...)

Sunday, October 05, 2003

Hall...I DETERMINED to apply, before August.

I REALLY HOPED to have one, on AUG 21.(My app. failed...)

I TOOK the 'final hope', on SEP 4.(Second app. la...appeal I alread consider it fail)

I WAS DISSATISFIED about it, on SEP 15.(not offering interview but the no. of vacancies still the same?!!)

I HAD MIXED FEELING about it, on SEP 22.(interview offered AFTER I've adapted to U life? And label me as latecome?)

I CONSIDERED it 'not a must', on OCT 2.(Well, for what I've said, taking bus everyday is not that harsh je,walking is also good for me!!!!!! I don't want those terrible and meaningless things happening! So-called hall culture? Save la!)

Today...OCT 4, I say, HALL?

I HATE IT!!!!!!

IT HAVE ROBBED AWAY,MY BIGGEST OBJECTIVE IN UNDERGRADUATE LIFE!!!

BEWARE OF YOUR STEPS,HALL, I WILL KEEP CRITICIZING YOU FOR ALL OF MY 3/4 YEARS HERE!!!

Thur thanks(?!! Thanks...) to PHIL course break rush to CU to lunch with Timothy,Spike and Man Ching. So familiar there,really recall my memory a year ago...or should I have chosen there, I may be having lunch with them everyday, not only this thursday...

Those guys are still the same, can feel their life quite enjoyable,though a bit busy la(maybe I too 'hea' gua)

CU and HKU really diff style, so many small class there, how about us...still can't forget the 'P4 FULL' Yeung Sum lecture...JUST becoz it is 'easy pass' oh god...in CU the only 'full' course is by Lee Tin Ming...for own interest

HKU guys really so 'advantage minded'?!!

But I feel I'm the type suit here---rather practical,haha.

Thursday, October 02, 2003

And today, 54th country day,pub day la.

call jor some guys out and drink...long time no see daniel lu...quite miss all u ar,chat jor 5 hrs,quite good gum la...most time talk about two things...JUPAS,and love.

What else f.7 boys would care about le?

And how about me? no JUPAS considerations, then what I would care about?!! ai...always say 'study is important', then important for what? I cannot answer myself la

i wanna ask myself I liek a busy life more or a free life more...now everyday a few hrs free jor, really can't bear...all they say a 'hall' is need.I don't htink so...a spiritual support is needed...ai.who can give me?

Nobody.Very clear.

I haven't back here for one week? oh no...

this week in review:

Thur: A 'field trip' by HIST start the day, really great, Main Bldg is GREEK style? Represents WISDOM? So good! So I can say I use Greek in AOE also reflects my pursuit to wisdom

Soci tutor can choose Old Mac as presentation right after reading week,very good! COOL!

Night start pistol shoot, good feel. 87 again.but got one 69 @.@

Fri:late in SOCI tim...suen la,but sleep in front row.haha.go jor 3 snake king jong...so many guys here,always argue mo liu points...ai, it's really true that jongs in HKU are quite meaningless.

Sat+Sun:Presentation for POLI and also...'hea' with nth to do.Sun go jor IN hall,chance quite slim la... "IF you fail in the app. what reason do you think matters most?" so explicit...

Mon:Bring the notebk there,luckily VPN works.do jor a 'well-done' presentation wor...I'm not sure. and use the notebk to play jor 3 hrs,very mo liu indeed...I think if I were in Hall...all those 3 hrs slots would be like this.So mo liu! So what's my intention to live hall? So blurred.

Tue:HIST sleep jor again...really guilty to lecturer, you're very good indeed. Though tennis played at Flora HO but turn out is at SANDY BAY!!! GOD! When I was finding minibus there, really feel 'mo loi'...another lesson for me again la POLI is about 'accountability',again 'very interesting'.How can you sleep ar Patrick!

After lecturers I want jor to Tsim Sha Tsui...ai...if Venus does me a favour, I should be in Olym City la...one guy eating at Sphag house really strange and weird.